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Maddy
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I didn't want to do this if I lost because I didn't want to seem like a huge ass but Im going to make myself look like one anyway.


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How the FUCK did I not win?? I understand there were a lot of entries, BUT COME ON! I worked my ASS off for A  MONTH, a total over OVER 65 HOURS, to get FUCKING HONORABLE MENTION. FUCK YOU. I am poor. I have no money for adoptables. I live with 50+ year old strict parents who hate the idea of wasting money on something you can't touch but just draw and so this was my ONLY DAMN WAY of getting a weaver. I was going to name her Smoochy for fuck's sake! Oh my god! I put in effort, time, thought, I MADE EVERY DAMN COUPLE DRAWING ORIGINAL FROM THE OTHERS. AND I GO AND LOSE TO A DRAWING THAT MADE SOMEONE SAY "Daww :3"

What am I doing wrong? Why does no one like my art? I try so fucking hard....I try harder than any one....and yet I always come in last. I HATE getting honorable mention. THAT'S ALL I EVER GET. EVER. Does anyone know how much it hurts to know that your art...just isn't good enough? "Oh yeah I know how you feel." OH. So you know how it feels to come in last for FIVE FUCKING YEARS ON DEVIANTART? HUH? AND WHAT ABOUT REAL LIFE? YOU KNOW HOW MANY TIMES I GET PAST HONORABLE MENTION? I DON'T. I FUCKING DON'T. 

My art is WORTHLESS. I don't give a rat's ass if anyone is like, "Don't say that! You're good at art and I love your art." Well then why the fuck do I come in last? Why don't my adoptables sell. I SPENT A WEEK ON THAT FUCKING GRAPE ZEN DRAGON and I was SOOO excited to upload it. NOT ONE FUCKING BID. NOT ONE. 


Fuck you. Fuck you for crushing my heart. 


I'm done. good-bye and get out.

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eobe Featured By Owner Mar 5, 2015  Student Digital Artist
:k: this is how we party by eobe  ;u;;;;
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furtrash Featured By Owner Mar 4, 2015
Sleet and snow won't rain on my parade! by furtrash
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BeautifullyCute Featured By Owner Mar 1, 2015  New member
Thank you for watching! :3 
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furtrash Featured By Owner Mar 1, 2015
Psst hey if your work load is not to busy wanna do an art trade B)
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BlueJeans97 Featured By Owner Mar 2, 2015
sure . 0 .
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furtrash Featured By Owner Mar 2, 2015
Could you draw my baby Eulogy ? ;w;
Eulogy ref sheet by furtrash

annnd what would you want me to draw ;;w;;
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Destinypolarbear Featured By Owner Feb 28, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
thank you so much for the watch! ^^
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Terr-Bear Featured By Owner Feb 24, 2015  Student General Artist
Thank you for the favorite uwu
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xAerisx Featured By Owner Feb 23, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for watching!
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